i guess who is fucking going to rome 2007?

yea, that's right me and i'm so fucking excited right now.

you know what? i'm tired of pretending i fit. i'm tired of going home and acting like its all good. i'm tired of pretending life doesn't suck day in and day out. i'm tired of trying to keep in touch with my friends when i don't even want to go back there...ever. i'm tired of acting like there is still something there for me. i'm tired of trying to ( Read more... )

i can't stop crying.

why can't anything work out in my favor. don't i deserve to have a good time and have a little happiness once in awhile? with everything going on i thought i could have a nice distraction but i guess not. why does it always seem that nothing works out in my favor, ever? i hate when life seems to be completely stacked against and no matter how much ( Read more... )

i don't know what to do.

i hurt so much inside and i love you with all my heart.

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Got a broken heart again ( Read more... )

its true that you can't go home. for me anyway. this stopped being my home quite a few years ago. so now i'm just waiting till i can go home ( Read more... )

so apparently i'm the hot little sister. yea, i know, crazy. what was i doing at the bulldog last night. who cares i had a fucking blast. many memorable moments ( Read more... )

i was shopping online for a new camera today. but of course it drives me nuts that the one thing i really want and need mom straight out said she doesn't know if they will have the money for it. it drives me nuts because i haven't asked for anything big since my last camera, which was sophomore year of high school. its not like i'm asking them to ( Read more... )