1. My uncle once: Taught me how to shoot a bow and arrow ( Read more... )

Guitar came yesterday delivered it to Mike he loved music will be written a world will be conquered and I will achieve rock star status even if only in my own mind ( Read more... )

SO something new has now been added to the mix. My folks are in the midst of planning a possible move to Tuscon. I don't really have the finacial stability current to find my own place(even at making 12 hundred a month) so I would most likely go with em. I guess the idea of living there doesn'treally bug me much at all in fact the place sounds ( Read more... )

Greet the day greet the day ( Read more... )

There are times when numbness isn't a good thing, there are certain disorders where the nerve endings aren't firring and physical touch becomes dull there are even disorders where one cannot even emote during moments of pleasure. Heorin addicts go through this when the kick some never get over it. But sometimes a sence of utter numbness is needed ( Read more... )

Have you ever had to dosomething that in the process of doing it you literally feel as if you are ripping your insides out making yourself feel hollow. Empty, bare, vacant ,,,,,,,,,,, like a gutted fish ( Read more... )

I woke today at 4pm while the sun was still up. I had so much time before work hell I didn't even know what to do with myself. so I didn't do all thatmuch just hung out sang some songs on pal talked to some friends. then I worked,,,,,,,, for a few hours then comcast decided to die on me. so I had an unexpected short day but oh well that is the way ( Read more... )

These started forming on through the night and finally penned em another slower one dang it I need to write more faster tempo stuff LOL ( Read more... )

I go to bed without contacting her and then Iwake up to an email stating that she has changed my hotmail password and then on IM she leaves an offline stating "you could'vejust told me youweren't talking tome" I have left her a few messages stating that this isn't a drastic move and that I am not upset or angry at her but she can think what she ( Read more... )

Took Kava today it's not bad the effect is subtle but it definatly brings out a calm in me unfortunatly the effects don'tlast but for a few hours perhaps as I continue that will change? Also am wondering if I will build upa tolerance to it. it has caused a slight stomache upset but very very minnimal ( Read more... )