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phscale

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Sep 16, 2006 23:32

I looked at my watercolour pencils today because I was cleaning my room and I almost started to do watercolour but then I decided to finish cleaning and some how got sidetracked at not doing anything for the whole night. Alma suggested to write a post so here I am ( Read more... )

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llamables September 17 2006, 03:57:34 UTC

How can you be lonely if you've been hanging out with people?

Don't answer that cause I know it's possible, I'm just bitter.
It isn't like you rented American Beauty and watched it on your own and then talked to yourself for hours about life ;p.

phscale September 17 2006, 07:31:15 UTC

or perhaps I did and made up that story to make myself feel better...
just kidding.

I dont think it would have made a difference if I did watch it by myself and talking about life to myself. In a sense I do everyday when I have thoughts - like everyone.

yukosakaki September 18 2006, 23:17:37 UTC

My reply to your comment about friends: Exactly! :P

Though I don't really know you or havent actually met you before...hmm it doesnt really matter if i have or not... Take Care and hang on! You recent entries are sad :( I hope you feel better soon. *macho voice* YOU CAN DO IT! Please cheer up :D

*gives you a box of pocky* :3

phscale September 19 2006, 01:55:55 UTC

I really want a box of pocky. Please don't textualize things that you can't give me physically!!!

thanks for the comment though!

yukosakaki September 19 2006, 02:34:17 UTC

haha sorry about that!
lol i usually have a box or two of pocky with me at all times. It's yummy and eating kills time when you're waiting for the bloody Go Train, ho ho!
Look for the asian nerd with a box of pocky on Wednesday! BWahahaha XD or not!

And the villain creeps away quietly, into the fog and into the night, feeling rather retarded. TO BE CONTINUED!

phscale September 19 2006, 02:35:42 UTC

I'll definitely hunt you down for a box of pocky. And I'll be disappointed if you don't have one. I'll cry...and run away like a little girl.

yukosakaki September 20 2006, 20:32:39 UTC

~_~ I don't have a lot of time now that I'm back in school and 10% off of your grade because you handed stuff in late is too painful. But with some skillz, I manage (haha XD...what skills. no clue). How's design, btw? I heard there's a lot of writing and presentation stuff o.O

Haha did you find my empty Pocky box in the J wing?
I left it on some table in the main area-ish place before I went to lunch. My friend and I enjoyed the two boxes of strawberry Pocky for you :P Better luck next time, tehee ^^

phscale September 20 2006, 22:33:19 UTC

Umm, i have 2 design practicuum courses and one other studio course non-related to design and two studies. Not too much writing yet. But it is a university degree so you gotta assume writing.

And it's going better. I've realized to not care so much so when time comes, I won't have to care so much about my mark.

NO, I did not see any Pocky boxes. I wish.

yukosakaki September 21 2006, 02:41:30 UTC

Studio course? Sounds like fun! Plus York has the most delicious fine arts studio I've ever seen! I was this close to choosing York over Sheridan, just because I've never seen such a big ass studio before. So much space, to fill! Do you ever wander around that huge space? Heehee, I would! Yeah, but lectures and writing is no fun. I have to take an english class about the Art of Argueing! Lovely.

I hope that works well for you ^^ I wish I wouldn't care so much either, haha.

POOP, and ack. I'll leave it somewhere in the morning at 8, right before class start next time then, harhar! Follow the trail of Pocky! Have youuu tried banana pocky before? or black sesame?

hey anonymous September 25 2006, 20:51:30 UTC

I've been there and I've improved a lot since then... I can totally understand that lonely state of mind where you're so convinced that everything just sucks, that your mind is like an inpenetrable shield where nothing good can seep through.
What you have to do is remind yourself that this not where you want to be and that you can become better. It worked for me. No matter what just try to stay positive and remind yourself that you are so blessed . From what I can see you seem very fortunate. It takes will power and the ability to see the humour in life.
I have no idea what kind of situation you're in but if you are anything like I kinda was, then I hope that this helps you! :)

Re: hey phscale September 26 2006, 00:37:47 UTC

Thanks anonymous.
But I'm fine.