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[phuked_illusion]

Being sick sucks so freaking much!! My head feels like it's gonna pop. yuck. Anyways, so life is going on... still greiving.. go figure, huh? It's just so hard to believe. It's so final. Easter was awesome, we all had crawfish and Pawpaw couldn't stop eating them... they were that good. He kept saying... one more. ok, i'll have just one

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[hatemeloveyou]

I know what you mean, when my Nanny died it took me years to accept it in my heart, because much like your Paw Paw, she was in my life everyday.. for 14 years. And I kept it all inside then, I couldn't deal with it. But it still brings me to tears today. So I've been there honny. It doesn't get better, but it does get easier. I think about her everyday. And her memories. I'm so sorry this had to happen to you dear. I am worried about you! I went and seen your mom, talked with her a little. Made me want to cry too. :(
I love you and miss you.