Another day, more crying.

[phunmagoon]

I don't think things look good for me and Dan and the near future. Even though he said we might get back together...I feel so discouraged I feel like with me out of the picture, he's getting into his new routine, not thinking of me a bit, and adjusting to his life without me pretty damn fast. I feel like even though it's been less than 2 weeks,

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[xbelovedxsquidx]

You know that I try to like your new friends. But between their annoying cliquishness on New Years and this horrific lack of empathy, they're starting to leave a bad taste in my mouth. So far, they have done nothing to represent themselves as anything but shallow children.

Friends should be able to adjust with their friends. They shouldn't drop someone from their concern because that person actually needs their concern. That's completely dick. I keep reading your journal entries, and I get angry. I wish you were here. I wish I was there. I wish I could slap some sense into these people. It's not fair to you AT ALL.

You're not pathetic. You're letting Dan call all the shots, though, in the same way that I let Brett. As though we have to tiptoe around our feelings so that they can continue to be blissfully carefree while we suffer loneliness.

It's easier for you to be alone than for him to be alone. And I think your rosen girl friends agree.

I'm pissed.

[coastermaniac04]

k, i think it's time to talk about this..

let me know when you wanna have a chat.. i think we have lots to talk about. :) im here for ya, even though it seems like i never am.