So, I wrote Mac an email and basically read him for having not called me, or written me or even texted me to say hey or even see how I was doing. He wrote back with a "sorry, you must think Im a horrible friend." And proceeded to talk about himself and the boy drama he was going thru.......and all I could think of was "Clifford". Thats EXACTLY ( Read more... )

I've come to realize that if Im going to date someone...be with someone on the real....they have to inspire me.....I feel like in some ways Im an inspiring person and I STILL ASPIRE to do many things.....And overall, it should be looked back at "wow.....he really worked to be where he is and he's set an example of how it should be done." Not that ( Read more... )

I gotta be strong....I have to keep it together ( Read more... )

So, this week has been a bit better than the previous ones. Its started out pretty crazy. To make a long story short, I ended up DRUNK AS FUCK at an associaes house, with his friend there. We almost had some fun, until I had to fucking throw up ( Read more... )

So I went to see City Ballet tonight and it kept my attention the WHOLE NIGHT ( Read more... )

So, I had decided that I would go to MyBlog, but thats boring and no one knows me on there.....though this is a JOURNAL, its live, so you hope that your friends can read what you're going thru and sort of relate ( Read more... )

The reason I have used that particular phrase.....sentence maybe....word.....is because I was scrolling thru a few myspace pages, which is detrimental to my health....my mental health and I contine to see things that disturb me. I mean, I'll go to pages of people that I know and like and leave comments of the such, but then I'll go to the pages of ( Read more... )

I could have sworn it was just the 1st and I was helping Nelson home cuz he was beyond drunk and I was in a really shitty mood cuz I decided to be nice and go to Escuelita with friends. The night was great until we went there and I should have known it would turn out like that....why? Because I HATE Escuelita.....I went there ONCE before and it ( Read more... )

Thank You for Lenny and Buster and Aubrey....Thank you.
Thats all I say on that.....

So, im sitting in bed listning to Seal's Human Beings album....It wasn't highly popular, but its def something to listen to to calm the system. I've been trying to ready my body for the moments when it will be drained beyond belief, but as of right now, I still have energy to take these 3 classes a day. Okay, so random thing happened today ( Read more... )