ME AND DINO BROKE UP.
I WANT TO DIE. HE WAS
MY EVERYTHING!

I DON'T WANT TO LIVE ANYMORE.

I hate my life. Everything is going wrong. I really need someone to talk to. =[

Yeah when we were on the stupid trip that ruined everything i got into a fight with my dad. So now he won't let me see Dino today. So then i call Dino and right away he has to go and then he gonna hang out with the cripple. God it just seems like he doesn't want to talk ( Read more... )

Welp Hello =] I just got home from vacation like an hour ago. Im so happy to be home. =]

Heres how vacation went:
We left Monday around 12. We got to the Double J ranch around 3:30ish. It was old + rustic and boring looking. Yeah so we got the cabin #9. It was small. The beds upstairs were super hard like rocks + there was a pull out bed + a bed in ( Read more... )

I leave tomorrow - 10 o`clock. =[ Im gonna cry. Im gonna miss so many people - my baby + kiki the most. At least i got my baby's shorts with me =] I'll sleep in them.

I only talked to Dino tonight for 30 minutes. He had to go + take his uncle home? I don't know .. maybe his uncle was drunk? At least we got to talk. I miss him already. Thank god ( Read more... )

Today - I woke up around 10 + talked to KiKi for a lil + then layed out for like 3 hours. Then i had to fikken paint the fence + it splashed all over me - like dots - so now i look like that carrot top guy from tv. =[ Then surprisingly Dino showed up [ yeah thats the last time he will see me the way i was ] So i got dressed + tried to wash off the ( Read more... )

We leave tomorrow for our trip =[

Today im supposed to be seeing Dino. I really hope he comes + i swear i will cry my eyes out if he doesn't. I haven't even kissed him since 5 days ago - Sad =[ Yeah well in the mean time - cuz Dino's going shopping @ 12 - i gotta nasty pack. I really don't want to go on this trip. I would if i weren't going for a ( Read more... )

Wow yesterday was so great! =]

I went to the mall with KiKi [ Great lakes crossing ] It was so much fun. First we walked around in a circle because we got lost in the huge mall. Then we saw Murphy Lee [ from softball ] Then we went in some places + i got the ashlee simpson cd =] Welp then me + kiki got our cartilage pierced =] I held Kiki's hand ( Read more... )

I woke up extremly early - due to my stupid period. Then i sat on the couch for like 2 hours because my dad was working in the office. Then my mom wanted me to go to great lakes crossing. I didn't really wanna go at first cuz i really want to see Dino - I miss him so much. But then I told myself i'll see him tomorrow and sunday ALL DAY!! So i ( Read more... )

Today was just a wreck. Not one thing went right. I woke up + started my period. Then i go outside to tan + theirs absolutly no sun. So i call Dino + he doesnt want to come over before the game because 2 hours isn't enough for him. So then i go to my softball game earlier to work on my catching - yeah thats the only thing that went good - i got ( Read more... )

My day really super sucks now! =[ Dinos not comming over anymore - cuz we'll only have 2 hours. I don't know whats happened to him - he used to do anything to come over just for 2 hours. Now its like nothing to him. He used to be so happy to see me + charished every moment - now he says my house is boring. Everythings starting to change. Our ( Read more... )