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Katherine, I came to similar conclusions about my self last night. Quite a coincidence that you posted yours...
mine were reasons I'm a loser.
1 I'm loud/annoying often times (And can't seem to change it no matter how much I try)
2 I wasn't liked in CISCO, EAST, or A+
3 I'm bad at my job
4 Only once has someone I liked (in that way) liked me back (at the same time)
5 I have a very poor energy level
6 I have no dreams or aspirations (I'd like to have a family, that's about as far as I've thought it out, and I don't even know why I want that, beyond the basic human instinct to procreate)
7 I lie to my self and tell my self that everything's ok when it isn't (often related to the next one)
8 I often fail to notice my emotional problems/shortcomings
9 When I do notice them, I either supress it, deny it, or do not have a clear understanding of it anyway
10 I don't give my parents the respect they deserve
11 I live with my parents (I don't even pay rent)
12 I put up false fronts around some people (most people)
13 I'm arrogant, sometimes boardering a superiority complex, or contempt for people I consider inferior (I'm getting better about this though)
14 I swear in front of my little brother (no F or S words though)
15 I barely passed high school, and couldn't seem to get my school work done, even when I tried. (I still can't read more than about 2 paragraphs at a time)
16 I'm not going to college (at the moment)
17 I'm 19 and still don't have a car ($550 saved up for one though)
18 I'm not a stoner but most stoners are as/more successful than me
19 I'm addicted to chatting on aim and surfing the net
whoo, 19... one for every year of my life and a lot are specific
Don't feel bad, Katherine, anyone can make a list like this about their self. Just change what you can, and compensate for what you can't change. At least you only had 10... Meh...
No comments. I'm not depressed, I'm not going to kill my self, I don't need all your well meaning "You're not a loser" messages or any of the "Jesus loves you" messages. I know Jesus loves me, but that doesn't make me not a loser. Just a fortunate loser.
mine were reasons I'm a loser.
1 I'm loud/annoying often times (And can't seem to change it no matter how much I try)
2 I wasn't liked in CISCO, EAST, or A+
3 I'm bad at my job
4 Only once has someone I liked (in that way) liked me back (at the same time)
5 I have a very poor energy level
6 I have no dreams or aspirations (I'd like to have a family, that's about as far as I've thought it out, and I don't even know why I want that, beyond the basic human instinct to procreate)
7 I lie to my self and tell my self that everything's ok when it isn't (often related to the next one)
8 I often fail to notice my emotional problems/shortcomings
9 When I do notice them, I either supress it, deny it, or do not have a clear understanding of it anyway
10 I don't give my parents the respect they deserve
11 I live with my parents (I don't even pay rent)
12 I put up false fronts around some people (most people)
13 I'm arrogant, sometimes boardering a superiority complex, or contempt for people I consider inferior (I'm getting better about this though)
14 I swear in front of my little brother (no F or S words though)
15 I barely passed high school, and couldn't seem to get my school work done, even when I tried. (I still can't read more than about 2 paragraphs at a time)
16 I'm not going to college (at the moment)
17 I'm 19 and still don't have a car ($550 saved up for one though)
18 I'm not a stoner but most stoners are as/more successful than me
19 I'm addicted to chatting on aim and surfing the net
whoo, 19... one for every year of my life and a lot are specific
Don't feel bad, Katherine, anyone can make a list like this about their self. Just change what you can, and compensate for what you can't change. At least you only had 10... Meh...
No comments. I'm not depressed, I'm not going to kill my self, I don't need all your well meaning "You're not a loser" messages or any of the "Jesus loves you" messages. I know Jesus loves me, but that doesn't make me not a loser. Just a fortunate loser.