I don't know why I didn't really sleep much at all last night, not even sure how much but it seemed I was awake most of the night. I don't know why I have this sore throat either. I took my vitamin C pill and multivitamin this morning so hopefully that will help...
My mom is awesome! We went to dinner Saturday and just hung out. It was so nice for her to be here over the weekend and help me with some stuff around the house...I have a lot more organizing to do. I am such a pack rat lol.
Hope everyone had a nice Valentine's Day and long weekend. Oh and by the way, it's not just a crappy Hallmark holiday.
I hung out with Christian friends all day today and it was great. I went to church tonight. I don't have any anxiety. Laura is going to keep me accountable and told me to call her if I ever try to contact him again.
I just don't know how I could not have known or accepted from the beginning that he was using me. Why do some guys feel the need to use women they aren't interested in?