shit happens ( Read more... )

i will disappear like forever. yes i will. if that necessary. since i will forever be stupid and take a wrong act, i will do nothing. yes nothing ( Read more... )

when half-empty (glass) me meets half-full (glass) me ( Read more... )

hi pi-pan, apa kabar? maaf udah lama ngga bertegur sapa. gw akhir-akhir ini sibuk. sibuk magang (udah selesai). sibuk mb. sibuk ngerjain tka. sibuk bikin proposal. sibuk pacaran (haha). tapi yang paling banyak menyita waktu yaaa.. sibuk dengan pikiran gw sendiri. gw gatau deh gw kenapa (selalu begitu deh) tapi klo kata budi, gw kurang bersyukur. ( Read more... )

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shit bgt ini pngen guling2an. AKH!!! too many "rules" in my going-to-explode head. gw. kenapa. sih. big question for unknown answer. indogris-ngga-terstruktur bodo amat ah! feel like searching for perfect theme of gw-kenapa-sih condition. well, i think i need this publicly-private-privately-public journal now and feel like keeping this 'penting- ( Read more... )

i hate feeling a mood swing like this. why is it always a same-old-me?! shit. GROW UP del. you're not a rebellious teenager anymore. ah fuck!

"do not give up. the beginning is always the hardest ( Read more... )

gosh i think i really need sweet escape. well, don't know whether i actually need it or not actually, but it's worth to try, no ( Read more... )

AH GATAU AH! GW KENAPA SIIIHHH???!!!