I still want that friendship.

... i want to be benevolant as well...

but all i can think of is myself
and a future that will never come...

ahh so emo.

So i am ready to start a band that has high energy and gut reching screaming ( Read more... )

having conversations with parents is sometimes frightning.. they throw every weakness and chore that you need to do in order to have a life ( Read more... )

well today is friday... it shall be a good for sydney...

:-D

no big entry today... just trying to predict the rest of my day...

what have i done.....

He was such a good friend to me ( Read more... )

cowboy killers are my favorite by the way..

i knwo the taste of this substance before.. It was so cool when it first ran down my throat. It is just another piece of materiial tha ti make part of my body... with out the taste... my life soon becomes this non meaningful plot where i am used as a pawn ( Read more... )

so i need some equipment....

big deaL, i will find a job one of these days...
and possible buy some new equipment for my guitar and i...

delay, delay, de l a y.

plus reverb!

Second plan...

Save up 2,000 dollars....

take a trip to cali..

find change...

and accept new problems with out distaste