potentiality is the gift and curse of our youth. it excites me, and it scares the shit out of me. sometimes i wish all the scurrying and settling was over with.
i feel the same. all the opportunities ahead of me sometimes excite me but at other times i am forced to choose. i have a shitload of potential, we all do. i feel like i could just arbitrarily make the wrong choice and screw everything up. yet if all we do is wish for some golden day when it will be over, and set some date for it, by the time we get there, it won't really happen. supa-intelligent folks like you will always have more to learn, new opportunities and options, no matter how old you get. so in a dreadful sort of way, i don't think the settling day will ever come. it's just a matter of adapting in the best way, to being content and hoping you made a very good choice, if not the best. it's been driving me crazy lately though. -k
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