"What would I do if I had not loved you?"

[pianoman0284]

I'm getting ready to go to bed, but I felt like updating and getting thoughts out of my head. I just had a little breakdown. I don't know what my deal is. I just feel like a ton of thoughts are going through my head right now. I'm going to miss Falsettos. That show means a lot to me and I'm not ready to give it up for some reason. Usually I end a

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[lucky_me_21]

do you miss HER or just miss being in love in general....

and have you always been so pesimistic about V-Day or is it just because of all that's happened?

Hope you feel better.... "The sun's gunna rise, on a better day..." (I heard it in a country song and it made me think of u)

[pianoman0284]

Honestly it's a bit of both. I do miss Kirstie and I do miss being in love. I miss that feeling that you have when you're in love, you know? And no I haven't really ever been so harsh on Vday, until I realized that it is kinda stupid that people can act so lovingly on one day and then go back to normal (whatever that may be) the next. I mean it doesn't apply to the people out there who just increase how much they love and show affection on that day from the amount the usually show. But I mean there are people out there who really only show affection on Valentine's day, when really it's something we should all do everyday. It's just my view. I do really love Vday though, but you know me I'm a big hopeless romantic everyday haha. Anyway, hope you're doing well and that you're happy that I'm updating more often haha. Bye.

[lucky_me_21]

oh i am happy