So it's been awhile since I've updated. I had to take a break because I got a little crazy with my last entry (which is now deleted), but since then things have gotten sooo much better. I'm actually really happy with life right now. Like it's almost weird lol. Like even though I have a ton of stuff to do, for some reason I'm not stressed about it ( Read more... )

Well, it's over. Kirstie and I broke up tonight. I'm not sure what to say at the moment. This is probably the most mutual it's been but that doesn't make it any easier. I really wish I could hate her. I wish that I was able to not love her. I wish I could just forget her and forget everything from the last four years. Maybe then this would be easy ( Read more... )

1. Go here.
2. Pass it on.
( my answers )

1) Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you ( Read more... )

Ok, so I felt like my mind needed some release, so I thought I'd update. Clearly I'm in the mood to update now since I do it like every other day ( Read more... )

I'm so lost right now. I'm not sure how I stay strong. I guess because there may be a little hope that things will work out. I hope that things are figured out and realized. Until then, I wait and try to get on with life. Maybe I'll do some thinking too. Life is so crazy sometimes and it always manages to surprise me. I guess that's part of being ( Read more... )

Well I'm sitting in the library at school right now and my mind is going crazy. Last night I feel as though everything fell apart. Like everything went from great to not so great in the blink of an eye. The bad part is that I'm not sure if there's anything I can do. I'm scared, nervous, stressed, sad, etc. etc. I could go on all day. Most of all ( Read more... )

So I went to Pittsburgh this past weekend for fall break and had a great time. I truly love it up there and I love the people. If I could I'd move up there with no thought at all. Of course I had a great time with Kirst. It's just so nice to get to spend time with her. We did get into it a bit one night but now that I think about it, I realize ( Read more... )

    Well Patsy Cline was an unbelievable success and was probably the most fun I've had playing a show in a long time. I finally could just rock out and bang all I want. I think that I actually surprised some people because they didn't think I could play like that. That's a little weird to me considering rocking out like that is my favorite thing ( Read more... )

Well after this weekend and getting some of that crap out of my system from my last entries, things are much much better. It's like I just had a bad weekend dealing with the whole distance thing with Kirst since it was the first weekend without her. We talked and everything and she also wrote an awesome journal entry that really came out of nowhere ( Read more... )