Comments | pianoman41: If You're Lost, I Got a Bobblehead Jesus

pianoman41

If You're Lost, I Got a Bobblehead Jesus

Apr 21, 2005 02:46

Well, you want deep, here’s deep. Life has never been so confusing. I feel like my head is in pieces and I don’t know what the hell to use to put them back together. I don’t know whether I’m in a phase or if my aged dreams are dwindling. Maybe I’m just fed up with school and am just tired. This pressure I’m feeling could well likely be unnecessary ( Read more... )

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hideousstrength April 21 2005, 16:06:07 UTC

ritual suicide?

actually, i'm sure you'll be fine. everyone goes through this or feels like this at different points in their lives.

butttttttttt, i'm sure ritual suicide is still an option for you.

pianoman41 April 21 2005, 18:18:03 UTC

Haha yeah thanks, I'll keep that in mind, man. Maybe this weekend I'll throw a ritual suicide party, like in that Scare Tactics episode..."may I cut you...once?" Wanna come? Nah, I'm sure you're right, everyone feels confused about everything at some point in their life. It sucks, but life's a bitch I suppose. But I was thinking the other night, one thing that is missing in not only my life, but your life, too...all of our lives. Poker. Yes, poker. It's been far too long (3 weeks).

xxfetishaxx April 21 2005, 22:09:45 UTC

i feel like that every day!

Love,
meg!!

asianfiend April 22 2005, 04:53:37 UTC

what have you become jake???

p.s. i didnt want to read that

pianoman41 April 22 2005, 16:54:21 UTC

I just feel like I should be doing something more direct, career-wise. For instance, you will be a cop, Frank will be a psychologist, so-and-so is studying to be a high school math teacher, alex wants to be a pharmacist. I'm majoring in english, but i don't want to teach it, which is a broad major. There's different things i could do with it, i just don't know what. It's not a direct major. Everyone seems to be ahead, and I'm kind of behind it seems. I'd just like to do something that I enjoy where i get paid reasonably well for.

pianoman41 April 22 2005, 17:00:11 UTC

To answer your question, I haven't become anything different. I just feel like I should be doing more, figuring things out faster.

asianfiend April 23 2005, 15:05:54 UTC

jesus jake, i meant that your original entry was too long to read, i didnt mean to reply with so much so i would have to read a lot again.

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joeskilove17 April 22 2005, 11:26:04 UTC

dont worry i still havent found out how im gonna become rich. ;)

well, i know im gonna try to be a pharmacist, it'll take a while but that $45 bucks an hour sounds reeeaaall nice compared to $8.50 lol

...and somewhere in those years of trying to attain that i'm hoping my true destiny will kick in and i'll win the lottery