why do I keep doing this to myself? really? I know that I'm going to get treated like shit! I'm so damn stupid! I want to give up but I can't, why can't I just let go and be the wonderful person I know I can be. No else treats me like this, so why are you still here? Why can't I just say FUCK YOU YOUR NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR ME!!!!!! Really what
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