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It's been an interesting few days. On sunday I was walking along at the drum circle when out of nowhere pops my friend Kloey that i haven't seen in 4 years. I had been thinking about her and how she's been doing on and off for about a year or so and there she was. We were really really close freinds the whole time we knew eachother and I helped ( Read more... )

It's so funny that I read other people's live journal entries and I rarely post myself. I think it's because a lot of the time I can't get over the thought that other people are reading it. But that's the whole point of LJ, so I'm being a little dumb I guess. I don't mind that people know things about me that are personal, it's more that when I do ( Read more... )

I went to a Keg party....nothing special. What was special though was that the people at the party were all from my past, from a time in my life that was very hard for me and changed me as a person in a lot of ways.
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Today is the first day in a really long time that I haven't had to wake up to my alarm. Mmmm sleeping in....I peek open my eyes to see that it's a sunny day outside.....then suddenly outside I hear chanting. So instead I wake up to kids in a call and response.....ONE: We want you to be!... ALL: ANTI PORNOGRAPHY!!! HAHAHA I love living near the ( Read more... )

This is so hard, I feel so ick. I'm desperate, looking for any affection or special attention from Kevin. I doubt myself when I want to call him, don't want to invade his space, don't want to make him feel guilty for not wanting to hang out. But then I get all sad and frustrated when he goes out and has fun and I don't get to go, i want to go too, ( Read more... )

happy new year I guess. It's not been all that happy for me though. I'm a little drunk and totally had to push back tears tongiht in order to avoid having to expalin a situation between me and kevin to ther people that I'm not sure how to explain. Kevin and I got back together and things were going fine I thought, but Keving was feeling a little ( Read more... )

I am having the hardest time deciding what I want from life right now. I have a boy who loves me dearly, but I don't love him back as a boyfriend, I think. I can't decide if I love him. Kevin is one of my favorite people in the world, my companion and best friend, and I've broken his heart. It's the worst feeling, guilt. I watch him cry over ( Read more... )

Ok so the police called me on monday night to tell me that they had "recovered" my vehicle and that it was "undrivable" so they were having it towed to the impound lot. They didn't tell me anything else about the condition of the car or its whereabouts when they called, so I was in suspense all day at work Tuesday until I could drive down to look ( Read more... )

My car got stolen this morning. YAY. So if anyone sees a light metallic blue '95 Honda Civic license plate 859 WRD, kick their ass for me k? I've already called the police and my insurance, but I thought I'd get you guys in on it too. Fuckers. Wasn't it enough that they got my stereo and messed up the drivers side door while breaking in? ( Read more... )