Your suppose to be able to drink tequila while you read old love letters. Your suppose to be allowed to numb pain as you see fit. Why must I seek it out, this pain that no tears can heal, no time, place nor person can touch. there will never be a scar just a big fucking open wound thats so wreched everyone can see it. I dont want their pity I just ( Read more... )

How did I get here ( Read more... )

One day I'll give birth to a tiny baby girl ( Read more... )

~*Firsts ( Read more... )

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Just a note to remember just how twisted God's sense of humor is.

last song before I get off the car and go to work ( Read more... )

in exactly 3 minutes my life has changed forever

Dear Jeanine ( Read more... )

so I think I found the solution to getting rid of shakiness (long story) either a) smoke a cigarette (which I refuse to do - I cant run as it is) or b) go shopping (retail therapy all the way! negative side- my poor bank account ) or c-) take a bubble bath and light some candles and incense Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh baby! however I dont have the time to ( Read more... )

conversation with the man my neighbor has been trying to set me up with since I went through puberty ( Read more... )