I don't know how I got here.
and I don't know where I'm going.
I know where I want to be.
but I have no idea how to get there.

I am an artist.
reformed.

I woke up with a headache.

I need the power to forget.

do I need help forgetting?

father your too late.
my faith is weak
so won't you save your
half hearted speech.

good god damn.
what the fuck.

I wish....

welll

I wonder.....

hhmmm...

what if....

I wish I could tell you something.
that I haven't already told you.
but you know it all.

after all.

i've been playing this game for way too long.

I've met some good people.
I've met some fun people.

I've had fun.
I've done dumb things.

I need to realize good things when I see them.

I should have just stayed working.

i should have told you everyday.

because you were perfect everyday.

advice for every man.

man up asshole.

I want to forget who I am.

6:55 in the am

this weekend is going to be hard.

why am i still awake.

i shouldn't have started this cycle.

i realize that i can't be with you.
i can't handle you..

and you can't handle honesty.

hah

rip

my beautiful 1999 green dodge intrepid.

you will be missed.

dear god.

what the fuck

today:
I am going to try to keep this mind set.
all day.

=]]

I feel so good in between classes.

I'm not sure why, but its one of the best feelings in the world.
<333