i dont think im going to write in this anymore or atleast not for a while. and i dont think i wanna talk to any of my so called "friends" for a while. atleast till some of this goes away. i guess theres more messed up people that i thought...

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people can be really messed up sometimes. found out today that people taht i trust, according to the person taht told me this, i used to trust them alot and now i dont talk to them much. so i guess they decided to tell some people some things. so now iv decided not to tell anyone anything anymore. and im really going to limit what i put on here. i ( Read more... )

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do you think if a little girl lived with her gay, shed grow up gay cuz her dad is, or grow up to really like men, like her dad does?

parents made me cut my hair today. its way short. im so pissed. but my dad gave me $80 for cutting it. now i dont know what to buy with that money, any suggestions?

i have the worst luck with the ladies. things didnt work out with holly (new) but im totally fine with that cuz were still gonna hang out and talk and what not. so thats cool. but now i have a new lady, were talking and stuff. but she just got grounded for like a month. so i have no idea when im gonna be seeing her. and its still really hard to not ( Read more... )

back to friends...

but its cool.

but now i gotta figure out what to do...

its a big gamble, but im gonna go threw with it.

i just hope everything works out fine...

what have a got myself into???

i know im going to screw this up somehow. its just a matter of time...

iv been sitting here, on the edge of tears, for the past week. maybe in this next week ill fall off and fall the biggest fall, landing so everything iv kept in, all my feelings iv never shared, the pain iv never shown, maybe that will all come out. just maybe... and then maybe, ill be able to get a good nights sleep.