Today is one of those days I earn my moniker. It felt like I was coming apart at the seams, warring with my normally orderly inner fragments. I hate the feeling of my deck being shuffled once I got my cards all in a row. I know that God is mixing me up and arranging me to fit another function, and move me toward growth, and send a shaft of light ( Read more... )

So what have I been doing with myself? It's rumoured to cause blindness... But seriously, just been trying to be a long distance fiance while juggling the searing mundanity's of my job, and the suoernatural wonders of being a partaker of thebattle of the ages. I've been through many metamorphousises, metamorphousi ? ....changes. All of which have ( Read more... )

What's life without a little pain? Today my battle with the molar of abscessed evil has ended. As is true of evil, An internal infection slowly and quietly spread through the whole of it's environment. In this instance the right side of my face. Thursday I took a wheee-fun trip to the emergency room, face set in a rictus mask of agony and seeing ( Read more... )

Life has been interesting. I've nearly died so many times and when I look back upon all the points I could potentially snuffed it, I can only stand in amazement. The first car wreck would have seen me in hell, as I did not yet know Jesus. It really is best to meet your maker here. At that point I was into the occult, and daily seeing things that ( Read more... )

The Dead Thank the World ( Read more... )

OK, first off many apologies for those who have suspected I'm dead for lack of entries in my live journal. I assure you I'm still among the living, just going through one of my technophobic periods; where getting around any computers is just nauseating to me. I admit, I have some stone age tendencies, but it's the way I'm made ( Read more... )

No matter what your stance on the war is, all will agree that we've come to live in dark days. It seemed to start for me before the conflict ever arose. Life felt like a series of increasingly taxin trials, ever escalating, grinding me down. All my family and friends were navigating similar stormy straits in there lives as well. Once the war ( Read more... )

Today spring came to Toledo, releasing us from her sister winters cold embrace. Being this is Toledo the icy wench will most likely make a couple more greedy swipes at us before she backs off . Succumbing finally to high humidity and swarms of mosiquitoes and mayflies, the harbringers of summer. ( what about spring you ask? We'll get two day's of ( Read more... )

It's been heavy lately. I've been missing Talin horribly, to make matters even more fun, life's thrown some interesting trials my way. I've been thinking back on my days. In the foggy memories of the worst time of my life I found a situation in which I had a longing as strong as my longing for Talin ( Read more... )

To all who wondered if I went off and died, I apologize for my prolonged absence. Let'sjust say life's been interesting of late. Having found the love of my life, Talin has been a major plus. But all the trials, strife, growth, and continous change has left me wondering who I've become, and what God plans to do with me. I've been pruned down to ( Read more... )