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Hey Kyr. I didn't know you're e-mail address so I decided my livejournal would be just as good. I'm a jelous fuck. I'm so scared you're gonna ditch me for Devyn and Jess. I know you keep telling me you're not but seriously it really seems like you are. And I don't think we have a strong enough friendship to withstand that, I mean we've only been friends for 7 months. Maybe this is terrible but it seems like they are enjoying getting me jeleous too. And you guys never hung out and they are acting like you're best friends. I mean in one of Jess's surveys it says she misses you. What the fuck? I don't mean to talk shyt but seriously, maybe not now, but at first it seemed like they were just trying to be your friend to show me up. I'm not gonna judge them. If you wanna be friends with them you can but I'm so afraid to lose you, you're my best friend. I know I'm gonna get alot of shyt for this but I don't really care. And this is a terrible thing to do but you really can't have us both. Its too risky. Sorry, I feel like Lexie makeing you choose between us, but if they arn't that important to you then it shouldn't be a big deal. And its not like you can't hang out with them or talk to them but really I don't feel safe being best friends with you when you're getting so close to them, it makes me feel like I could lose you at any second. I hope you understand, maybe you don't. I'll feel so much better when scheduals come out. Those things can ruin some beautiful friendships. lol, belive me, I know. Comment back. Sorry if I'm a huge bitch, I can deal with the drama thats gonna follow this. But I just love you and don't wanna lose you. I was you're 1st friend when you got here, don't lose me like this! They arn't as great as they seem anyway. lol, ya they're gonna read this and love that one. lol. but its not gossip if I'll say it to their faces and I'm assuming they'll read it so I don't care.