And to top everything else I can't get a fricken hair cut because my stylist is ALWAYS booked or doesn't work on the only days I'm available. Fuck the world.

It's like I want to say that I hate men but at the same time, I don't really mean it. I guess I'm just confused with the mind games and the lies. I don't understand why someone would just push aside something that was once really special...or why another would have anger for something that just didn't work out, and start placing assumptions where ( Read more... )

Things fall apart. And I guess that's okay.

It's funny...earlier this week I was so happy, and just because I felt like I was in love again. From extreme high to extreme low.

And I fucked over more than just myself in the process. Perfect. I guess I deserved the applause.

I'm just going to say this...and I don't care what happens. Not anymore ( Read more... )

Yeah that's right. I went there.

*Muah*

I am...so tired ( Read more... )

Last night Marne, Royce and I went to get fondue to celebrate her new job that she starts on Monday. It was pretty fun. Plus I got to have my favorite drink of all time, the Yin & Yang. Mmmm, scrumptious ( Read more... )

Last night was so hard. I don't want to say too much, but I told Jeremy how I felt, that I didn't feel a spark between us. It was one of the hardest things I have ever had to do. But I had to do it. I think, for once, I was doing the right thing. I didn't want to hurt him, I still don't. He's a really great guy. I really mean it. He did ( Read more... )

So I think I figured out what my problem is lately. I've been doing a lot, and I mean a LOT, of thinking this past week and I finally came to the conclusion that I, right now, am a big blob of emotions. I think this past week I've become pretty close to a completely emotional being. It kind of makes sense as I look back at it. Pretty much all ( Read more... )

I'll only give out a little teaser, but just for all of your enjoyment on Live Journal, I'm creating a little story. It's based on...well, you'll see. Here's the splenderifous cast...

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