WOW am i bi polar or what....

[piecesmendedx9]

Hold it now
you've got everyone convinced that your alright
when no one else is quite as vulnerable

as soon as you got it you want something else

it's not the sale that you love, its the sell
it's not the price that's going to cost you
it's just the weight that's going to bring you
down, down, down, down

Comments

[lovinanaccident]

aww read ur entry befor ethis haha scotty lol i hate goin to the cafeteria im lyke yea i dnt want to do this to much freakin work haha i cnt believ i missed it JEZZZZ wtf is my problem lol haha i liket he quotes ... ur awesome i love u laters

laur

[piecesmendedx9]

Heyyyy

Omg lauren im so fucking confused.. im so damn bi polar.. and i cant make up my mind.. like right now im just like ah i wanna be just friends with him and i wanna be on my own at least for a little bit.. but then i see him and i break down.. =/ and i cant stand to see him sad so i try to make him happy.. and so i go back with him.. and i really thought everything was okay.. and like erghi get home and start to think about everything .. and like ahh im so confused.. i love him but im not in love with him.. and hes not in love with me either im just his first serious girlfriend.. i dunno what to do.. sry i wrote so much i just needed to vent and i didnt feel liek writing another entry today cause that woudl be 3 of them.. haha

[lovinanaccident]

cassie ur not stupid seriously its okay to be confused its betta to be honest then lie and shit and be all even worse and seriosuly ur one of teh most honest person i have met and im glad for tat things will get better they jsu have to caus then were al livin for no reason and u kno wat ur heart tells you nd i kno its a contant battle between ur heart and mind it sux and all i can do is be there for you ur amzing cassie dnt ever forget tat were so young and this is suppose to be the best days of our lives i love ya cassie..haha i wrote alot tooo...but neways if u ever need nething jus let me kno haha and i hope u still have my thing form 1st =) love ya tonz talk to u in a lil

love_ya
Laur

[piecesmendedx9]

Aww lauren i love you so much im so glad we became so close ! and i know i deff need to figure out what my mind and my heart is saying.. but my heart is so bi polar.. its more bi polar then i am.. ahhh i dunno what to do lol but ijust talked to him.. and argh he still makes me melt.. but i cant tell if its in a friend way.. or a boyfriend way.. i dunno i guess we will see.. i just dont want to hurt him.. i will do anything not to hurt him.. yea know? cause hes just sucha big part of my life that i wanna be close with him no matter what.. friends or boyfriend.. hmm well see !
love you !
_cassie

[atticus_182_]

:(

[piecesmendedx9]

spenser :( i just talked to u on the phone... soo.... break until monday.. hmm im so sorry .. hopefully by then everything will be figured out.. and we will see what happens. if we will stay or break.
god. im stupid.
hmm i heart you..

[atticus_182_]

well your awsome thats all i got to say and your not stupid come on your going to fricken college. haha. i heart you so much. bye cass balls

[piecesmendedx9]

i am going to college.. i am .. i am.. haha no matter what u say i am going.. aww i just took the idiot test online.. and i hot 89%... :( haha that sucks. oh well tho
i will see you tomarrow u little emo boy u ..
<3heart u