It's beautiful today in NC! I have rehearsal for Blind Date tonight, and I wish we could rehearse outside. Maybe I'll venture to the park to paint. I'm feeling extremely inspired ( Read more... )

Everyone's a little bit unsatisfied.
Everyone goes 'round a little empty inside.
Take a breath,
Look around,
Swallow your pride,
For now...

For now...
Nothing lasts,
Life goes on, 
Full of surprises.

You'll be faced with problems of all shapes and sizes.
You're going to have to make a few compromises...
For now...

But only for now! --For now--
Only ( Read more... )

*sighs...* Today is a bad day. Lots of small bad things add up to be one bad day. how awful.

I was talking to Junior on the phone today, and I've realized some stuff. First, a lot of good things are ending or have recently ended. Foreigner, for example. I loathed that show at some points, but looking back on it, I really did have fun with it and I ( Read more... )

I'm down with the fascist bastards...

...Thursday was an adventure. In a nutshell, my dad cut his thumb off, my grandmother's blood is thinning, and Junior and I saved Waylon. So, I get this really scary voicemail from Waylon on thursday afternoon saying "hey it's me, call me back it's an emergency." and that's it. So, of course I imagine the worst ( Read more... )

So, Alice went wonderfully..minus a few loud and extremely obnoxious kids. I got pretty attached to that show, and I miss it already. On Friday night I was obviously at Foriegner, but the cast and crew of Alice got me flowers, a gift card, and a basket full of terrific things. Gretchen came to the GR after Alice ended and brought me the stuff, and ( Read more... )

this weekend was...hardcore.

Friday was hectic as hell. At 2:30 I came down to JFMS to help get stuff ready for Alice. It was the first tech rehearsal, and Gretchen and I with 50+ kids is simply insane. But Waylon will be at rehearsals the rest of the week so that may keep the little chickies slightly controled since they seem to be a bit scared of ( Read more... )

So, I was thinking of this song yesterday and how accurately it relates to me and my life...it's a bit awful, really.

I want you to know, that I'm happy for you
I wish nothing but the best for you both.
An older version of me,
Is she perverted like me?
Would she go down on you in a theatre?
Does she speak eloquently,
And would she have your baby?
I'm ( Read more... )

I think this will be the last update before spring break, since my internet is down at home...

I've got such strange feelings running through me, it's like a river of unfamiliar emotions. In fact, it's more like a Niagra Falls of unfamiliar emotions..and a few sharp and painful things thrown in there. I don't even know what to write in here, I have ( Read more... )

today is faggot day. It's rainy. um..happy birthday?

yesterday was good times.  I teched for the morning school show for Snow White yesterday. Had a very long talk with Michelle Shepherd about my life and future and such. It was refreshing. After the show, Junior and I went up to the rehearsal hall and napped until lunch, which was Geppeto's. ( ( Read more... )

Oh I don't even know where to begin. This weekend was a whirlwind of emotions soaring throughout my mind. On friday, Sky, Junior, Sam, Bruce and I went to IHOP after the show and ate...it was extremely uneventful, due to the fact that all of us were absolutely exhausted.  Although, saturday was..interesting.  I worked saturday morning, then Sky and ( Read more... )