My cat better stop swatting me in the face with her tail before I go kung-fu on her ass. She's getting pleasure out of it cause I pissed her off.

Life wise, things are wonderful. I never update my journallleee anymore. Ever. I get online mostly to check for updates regarding 'Roo and to see if I've got any emails.

Anyway, school is going quite well ( Read more... )

I'm tired of sitting around the house either on my laptop, or doing some silly thing. I'm tired of sitting. I feel like a disgusting slob and it's going to be fixed. I'm not going to settle for this anymore. I'm going to rejoin Pensacourt and by summer I'm going to have lost some fucking weight. It's not even funny how bad I've gotten recently. I' ( Read more... )

So this is my first update via laptop. I love it. I don't think I've ever loved anything of mine as much as I love this thing.. although, my old American Girl dolls do come close.

I feel at a loss for love. I feel like no matter how much I try with relationships they never work out. It's like an endless pattern, or circle. Just keeps going and ( Read more... )

Christmas was actually quite lovely. I hope everyone else's Christmas was too! I think my two biggest gifts were my laptop and my sewing machine, which are both amazing. I've already sewed a purse. I kind of want to sew another one before work today, now that I have the hang of it. Butttt, I'll wait. The laptop was unexpected though, cause I didn't ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel like when I talk, people listen but don't care. I feel like the things I say are just passing through. No one realizes that it may hurt my feelings when there is no response or when the reply is a bit harsh. I like laughing and smiling and having things to say to my friends. But when my friends make me feel no so loved, it's hard ( Read more... )

I find myself constantly thinking about what I'm going to do for the rest of my life. Do I want a job I don't look forward to but make alot of money at? Or do I want a job that I love but don't make alot of money. Alot, moreso meaning sufficient. School has been stressing me out lately, but that'll come to an end in a week or so. Until then, stress ( Read more... )

every little thing in life is in harmony right now. i don't want it to change but i know it will. maybe in a matter of years, months, days, hours.. even minutes. but right at this moment, everything feels perfect.

i miss old friends. i'd like to see old friends. i'd also like to see new friends.

 I'm definitely not in the mood to go to school today. Not like it's a big deal. Benton told us we didn't have to come to class but for 5 minutes to get our tests. That's like, once in a lifetime thing. I'm just a bit on edge. I've got a paper due in his class next Wednesday and a speech to present tomorrow in Public Speaking, which will MOST ( Read more... )

You say you want a revolution? Well, you know; we all want to change the world.

Wel l, that was weird. I had the almost worst feeling ever yesterday. My body was extremely sore, my nose was too stuffed to breathe through it, my throat was killing me, and my head felt like there was a helium tank in it. This morning  I wake up and the only thing that I still have is a stuffy nose and a slightly sore throat. The pharmacist at ( Read more... )