Comments | piefullofapples: You could have if you wanted, you could have it all if it matters so much.

piefullofapples

You could have if you wanted, you could have it all if it matters so much.

Dec 03, 2004 22:33

Look what I got today!

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Comments 9

slubicz December 4 2004, 06:35:31 UTC

hurrah, kelly is a good girl!
haha
right

anonymous December 6 2004, 05:55:13 UTC

Hey honey...
I feel like a fucking stalker because I constantly look to see if you have added anything to your Live Journal, just to see how you are doing so I can be happy for you but cry at the same time because my heart is breaking without being with you. It was incredible to see you at the Elves Faire, I don't think you realize how much that made my life. I love you forever and always Kelly, and literally think about you every single day.Congrats for the 6 months babe. Know that I love you with all of my being...

<3 piefullofapples December 7 2004, 04:00:03 UTC

Your not a fucking stalker, your my fucking lover. I'm really happy I saw you at the fair too, but it wasn't enough time. No, it was too much time, because every minute made me want another and another and another, thats not fair. I dislike missing you. Remember though, that this is all happening for a reason, and just because we are without each other does not mean that we are no longer friends/lovers/intellectuals/really silly girls who love each other quite possibly too much. Alex, you know that you will always have a place in my life, just right now that place is off to the side for a little bit while get my shit together. In the end I think this space will be for the best, things were getting really weird there for a while between us, and I never want to have to put you through that again, and visa versa. I know for a fact that this will change things between us for the better, and I am counting down the days until I am well again so that I can see your beautiful face more often and give you birthday gifts when I want to ( ... )

Re: <3 anonymous December 10 2004, 06:15:27 UTC

Getting a reply from you is like the feeling you get when you make it down the Bunny Slope, and the exhilaration of life is surging through you like an electric current...Dramatic, but maybe I'm just going crazy without you. Seriously, as much as I wail about our distance, I would honestly live content with lifelong separation if how you described your new outlook on life is true. Thanks for remembering my birthday. My wonderful Father bought me tampons and a toothbrush to celebrate; by far the best birthday gifts I've ever received. I won't be doing this messaging thing often, it feels like cheating or something. But the occasional sappy filled with too many adjectives message would be awesome. All of my love to the marathon urinator, and I hope the holidays bring you happiness, health, and good times...Applesauce

trappedbuttrfly December 10 2004, 03:50:10 UTC

ur so pretty! o no! dont feel bad! you deserve to be happya dn celebrate! woo woo!!

_dayin_thelife_ December 14 2004, 00:45:46 UTC

you never update, i just realized that. i think thats all i have to say. oh yeah, and that i love you so much and we'll have fun (well, at least we'll have fun dying) in french tomorrow...

fcreloaded December 14 2004, 21:57:36 UTC

hey congratulations. i don't know you but we have a mutual friend who linked me to this post. i was in rehab (2 of them, lol) over the summer and i have been free of cocaine and all other mind altering substances for 6 months too!! i just got my chip yesterday. congratulations again. you are awesome.

piefullofapples December 14 2004, 23:50:09 UTC

Thats so awesome! Congrats! Which rehabs? I'm at Insight right now, its an outpatient in Pasadena. Do you go to 12 step meetings?

fcreloaded December 20 2004, 05:24:32 UTC

yeah dude! im at gaads (glendale adventist alcohol and drug services) in glendale (duh). so i mostly go to meetings there but ive been looking around for more meetings cause im getting a little bored over there. we should totally talk.