.you.feel.the.thorns.first.

[pierced_silence]

so i have come to the conclusion...that everyone is vulnerable. it doesnt matter who you are. overall, vulnerable. to millions of things. something you least expect can happen, and you fall into it, simply because you're not prepared. its a sick sad world, and i would love for all of this to end.
i want to be wrapped up in a world of smiles and

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[hxc_teri_138]

so you just want to give up and not be myine or anyone elses friend unless they're in israel? thats not fair, bekah. i know ryan hurt you, but we love you here, too. just because we're not in israel doesn't mean we can't be fun or interesting. it sounds kinda shitty to say these things, but its true. i love you and i love being your friend. i consider you to be my best female friend. i hope you'll deign to attend my BBQ's this summer. they're on July 10; August 9; and August 22. they all start at 1pm and you're invited to all of them.

[eyes_get_wide]

hey hun -- i'm sorry to hear about ryan... what happened? -- and just know ur not alone with the feeling that part of you isn't here... i feel like that every day and have all year, so if u ever need someone to talk to (even though i know eie ppl would probably be best for it) i'm here whenever you need me... and just try to get out and have fun even if u don't want to, it's the best way to deal with it, i promise. call me when you can. love you