Well, im talkin to Journey and Yamez right now..they are both depressed, n i feel bad b.c i cant be there to try n help them..but i know that some things ppl need to figure out for themselves..but all i do anyway is try to help w some shit b.c i have been thru a lot of what they are goin thru, n listen the best i can...thats what homiez are for ( Read more... )

Well, im sittin here at cindys b.c again i guess we are volunteered to babysit, but shelbie has to watch a few of them b.c amanda cant watch them all b.c none of them listen n all that shit. we are gettin ready to bring Lindsey n courntey to their softball practices and games...yeay another day off down the fuckin drain..oh well whats fuckin new ( Read more... )

Bored outta my fuckin mind..yeay i get to sit home again doin nothing. eveyone (lins, bud n my gf) are watchin Thats So Raven, and im sittin on the comp obviously b.c there is nothin else to fuckin do. Im pissed tho...im sick of sittin at home but i know that we cant really do much b.c manda doesnt feel good, but all i've done lately is sit home, ( Read more... )

Bored as hell...we cant go anywhere b.c my gf just got out of surgery on Wednesday, she did pretty good..she's sore as hell now, but it should be better in a week or so. me n my gf and shelb are hangin out...bored as all hell tho..i wish we could go play pool or somethin but maybe when my gf gets better. well casey got her tongue pierced today when ( Read more... )

Today journey decided that he is goin back to NY. good..see ya latah..im sick of dealin with the fuckin bullshit that he brings on. ya .so sorry that i have other shit goin on in my life right now and that i cant fuckin talk to you anymore, but too fuckin bad. im tryin to get my life on track and you aint helpin it none. Go back to NY where you ( Read more... )

Well, today started out at 7am w/ the kids..took them to get their pics done..Journey wanted to go to jay to look at a van or something and i told him to be up at like 7ish to be ready for the time we had to leave, but then when i went to see if he was goin he said he would stay and then tried to throw it back on me sayin that i didnt give him ( Read more... )

well, its not even 9am..i've been up since quarter to 7 b.c my gf and "journey" were goin to an auction, and i have some of the kids, so..im fuckin tired as hell..at least the baby is still sleepin..i dont know why i keep callin him a baby..he's almost 3 lol..he's still my baby..so..ya...this whole "situation" seems like it keeps gettin worse...im ( Read more... )

aight..well ..ya...nothin to do..im relaxin b.c i worked from noon to nine today..im tired..lol...manual labor is great! i missed workin...well..lotz of shit that has been buggin me i guess needs to come out. Im sick of everyone always talkin about Journey..always bitchin about the shit that other ppl are doin..ya know..Journey and I used to be ( Read more... )

hey y'all its obviously me again...b.c its not like i have anything better to do. Saturday night and nothin to fuckin do..wait...that happens every night! Hmm..gonna go look at a house tomorrow...and then on Monday my gf has a dr's appt with the surgeon to see when she has surgery again...I feel bad...my gf's sister wanted to come over tonight..but ( Read more... )

well back in Maine, good to be home...we're stayin at our old place until we can get an apt or something. I am glad i get to see the kids now...Casey came over today for a little while while we watched Bean n Huntah b.c their mom had to do somethin w/ their gram...it was good to see her again, its been good to see everyone again..somedays i wonder ( Read more... )