yeah.. i am ( Read more... )

i SWEAR to fukin christ... i'm just stupid.

i dont make good decisions... i should not be in charge of my own life... i cant even take a step back and breathe.

i hate myself right now.

i'm crawling through thorn bushes to escape myself.
a varied mess of suffocating emotions
just need to push them aside and breathe a bit

i'm hurting and i cant talk about it.

i'll lie to you so dont ask.

i did it/do it to myself.

it'll pass.. it always does. i need to learn from experience. i need to stop crying. i need to be smarter. i want to stop hurting.

i never ever ever learn from my mistakes.

even eights.

Ray's G-pa died last night at 3:13 am.

I really cant protect him from shit. =/

=D

not sad. =D

not getting laid =/

kinda ok with that =)

missing some ppl alot. =(

happy some ppl are gone =/

ready for a change... not sure what my plans are.... but i'm ready!

Long over due ( Read more... )

yes... apparently we have all moved on.

http://visionaryurbantactics.com/forums/

Come play with us. :)

i will NOT play wow at work today.... i will NOT play wow at work today.... i will NOT play wow at work today.... i will NOT play wow at work today.... i will NOT play wow at work today.... i will NOT play wow at work today.... i will NOT play wow at work today.... i will NOT play wow at work today.... i will NOT play wow at work today.... i will ( Read more... )

well he finally made the announcement.

i'm done.

perhaps i have a new purpose for prattack.com

pahonly.com ;)