uhhhhh HI! :D
I'm pretty useless with this thing, aye?

Continuation of feelings from last post.
Just a bit lost.
Still blah with the school.

Sick of school being so monotonous.

Frustrated with the play.
I'm not used to moving so slowly and having to depend on others for progress...

Continuation of failure with peeps that brighten my day...
Failure on both sides probably.

Things seemed to have changed over ( Read more... )

Dammit.
hahaha I love violent dates ^_^ (hahahhahahahahahahaha)

Sooo, She sells sea shells by the sea shore..

I feel so dissatisfied with males lately. I need a good bf to get my mind off things... and the more I see my options... the more I miss Alan...
Less guys like me than usual now... haha which is a silly thing to complain about but it's just an ( Read more... )

I hate it when I wake up from a nap and know I wont be able to focus on homework...

For some off reason I feel completely jealous over the most random of things.
Perhaps lowered self esteem.

Sleep starting to get horrid again, with depression.
Light only does so much...

Weird things happening in the head lately.
          Don't know what to do about ( Read more... )

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A lot to whine about.
But I don't want to.
I'm tired of it is all.

I'm afraid to sleep tonight...

Okay. So it has been approximately a week since last update.
Nothing amazing has happened.
Cuosette is adorable ^_^
Still casting for Little Shop of Horrors
Though I know who most are going to be ~_^

Now on birth control.
Wed. has two nose bleeds... made a blood moustache and kicked bloody ass.
Thursday I stayed home.. couldn't wake up I guess.
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I GOT A NOSE BLEED TODAY!!!
Do you know how kick ass that is?
Best thing ever.
List of things to do:

• get a bloody nose
• break someone's nose
• get an awesome boyfriend thing
• make some more good cupcakes

:D WOOOO!

fuckitfuckitfuckitfuckitFUCK IT
I don't know, God dammit.
There's the person my head says that I really need to talk to. To make things right.
I don't know what about.
Or how to do it.
But I can't seem to rest until I do...
So nerve racking.
I don't know what's going on with him.
He wont tell me.
I know he doesn't feel close to me anymore after all that's ( Read more... )

Things still consistantly lame.
Sometimes worse... rarely better.
Excited about all my doctors appointments to come this month.
Still having trouble focusing on crap.

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