so i know i said i wouldnt be around much, and i'm really kinda not. but 2 things ( Read more... )

( good song lyrics... )

SCREAMS UNTIL LUNGS AND VOICE GIVE OUT


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well folks, i'm outtie tomorrow. will be nice beautiful sunny florida for disneyworld ( Read more... )

how do u standy ( Read more... )

so i had a slow burnout over the weekend... bleh ( Read more... )

First all, I'd like to say these disclaimers:
1- this will be a very very long post.
2-what i say in my journal is up to me. do not dictate what i can or cannot say here. it is the place i vent my feelings- no matter how rash they seem. i do not lie. i will be blunt. i am uncensored.
3- this is raw and unedited. it may be too vague and thats ok. I ( Read more... )

kinda bored on this lovely rainy saturday night. its raining. a lot. the thunder and lightening started too. bleh. dont like thunder. lightening i can kinda deal with. but thunder i dont like still ( Read more... )

i'm tired today. and i feel so blah-se... bleh. yawning way too much... i realized as an adult for me, there is no catching up on sleep. people say this all the time about catching up on sleep on the weeknds or sumthin. but this is not the case for me. if i screw up even one night of sleep, (going to bed late, waking up too much, etc), i do not ( Read more... )

not sleeping right again. or at least last night i didnt. woke up when jedi came to bed. which was probably only about a half hour after me. but i musta been in some of his bed space cuz he was annoyed at me and pushing me over. which woke me up :P then later when i finally managed to sleep again, i woke up from a nightmare i was having.

( my nightmare )