so yea kims party was totally awesome..just because i love dashiell and he stayed over till 4 in the morning..then i had work and then went to the mall w. some cool people..ew i have to work tomorrow.which sucks b.c i was supposed to go to block island w. grant but now i cant..but ill get time and a half so thats pretty cool..going to the mall ( Read more... )

so i feel like i havent accomplished anything this summer..in the begining i wanted to do all these things..i wanted to read alot of books i've only read 1 so far..well i guess i did do some things right..i got a job and a car but still i've only been to the beach once this summer..o well..so i went to the emergency room for my toe that i thought ( Read more... )

so yea everythings been boring ish..even when nothing is going on i still get stressed out..maybe b.c im starting college soon..and im so scared..im not even excited..maybe i will be eventually..but i just wish that the summer could last forever..but it cant..im so scared i have to work lottery tomorrow..i know ill mess up..yea i dont have much ( Read more... )

i wish i had a pool its soooo hot..so yea phred's has been ok..i need the money so w.e..im training for lottery and thats kinda hard just b.c i dont know anything about keno and wild money and powerball..but im sure ill get used to it ..but now its sucks that im getting money b.c my grandma wants me to give her $50 a week for car insurance which i ( Read more... )

so yea i really wanted to go to anna's party but now i cant b.c my mom's gay..i feel so bad i was supposed to sleep over and everything..and she told me i could go and nwo i cant..w.e i  should have just lived at college so i could get out of this shithole b.c no one trusts me hear..i never thought i would hear myself say this..but i actually cant ( Read more... )

soo yea i heard its supposed to rain on saturday and we're suposed to have some tropical storm idk..i really hope not so i can have my party putside..b.c i dont wanna have it inside..it'll be too weird..and my grandma would be flipping it out..i hope its not boring..i gotta figure out something to do..so yea at phred''s its pretty cool..the people ( Read more... )

well i havent done a weekend update in a while so here its is:

friday: hmm well i went out w. craig to panera and just did random stuff then i picked kim up and went to amanda's party and then we went to the mall..and then i just went to brooks w. my sister to visit paul

sat: i went over alessandra's house and went in her pool..then i wnet to ( Read more... )

so yea i've been bored lately..random hanging out w. people..watching tv..driving more..my party's coming up pretty soon..so that's exciting..and i hope i have a family party after soon..b.c i havent seen alot of my family in forever..so i start training at phred's next week..i wish i could work at marshall's and phred's but idk..it'll be too ( Read more... )

so yea my summer's gonna suck b.c i have no money to do anything..and it pisses me off b.c i applied to soo many places..like over 20 and no one's called me back yet..idky i've just been in a sucky mood lately..so no one take it personal..im just mad b.c i suck at driving..i cant find a job and my grandma's not gonna pay for my college books so idk ( Read more... )

I remember when, I remember, I remember when I lost my mind ( Read more... )