i can finlly say im sobering up. tonight was crazy. i was supposed to go to haunted hamptons for the first time but when we got there it was closing. im not sure if it was the rain or if it was just a pussy ass place that likes to close at 7:30. what ever anyway. juliette and i went to brendas and bought a bottle of jeigermeister. i dont regret it ( Read more... )

i feel pretty attractive. despite the fact that im a little cocky, ive been rated an 8.8 on hot or not. lmao. i no i sound like a complete asshole for posting anything on a site that judges people by the way they look, but i dont fucking care im an 8.8 ( Read more... )

im feeling quite vulnerable. ive just been feeling weird all day. it wasnt a bad day or anything, but i just feel like im in between. in between what? might u ask. i really couldnt say. there should be a name for this. if not, then i guess itll be called pigtosis. i guess im just getting one of those feelings where u just want to be around some one ( Read more... )

im feelin really good about myself for some reason. i dunno why, i just am. cant wait till tonight at 10:30 for that ozzfest thing to come on mtv. that should be fun. i really wanna go to the library. i havent read a good book in a while. and yes i do read. well i gotta go, julie should be calling any minute. lets all pray that she has some cigz ( Read more... )

i just wrote an extremely long entry but it all got erased so im not even going to try and type it all over again. this fucking sux! man it was a good one too ( Read more... )

hey, havent updated in a while. we shutdown aol but now its back and so am i. last saturday was pretty kool. i went to battle of the bands at PIS. bullets last caress, u guys were robbed. heh. anyway, i wish decrepit would have played a lot earlier when the pit was at its peak. i feel like such a loser because i was so anti moshing a week ago but ( Read more... )

i hate having all my braids undone. i dunno, i just dont feel like me. but shouldnt this be even more me? doesnt matter. i learned how to play 2 new decrepit songs. slip and pain. cant wait till they record again so i can play defaced over and over again. casey, i hope ur feeling better in time for the show. id hate to have that put a damper on ( Read more... )

u wanna make it a challenge? lets fucking DO IT! lllllleeeeeeettttttsssssss ddddddddooooooo iiiiittttttt! lmao. im gonna win.

CAREER SUICIDE

vindiction bleeds you from every pore

until hope runs out until my feet leave the floor

the first trace of that too familiar feeling

smiles and daggers hearts are bleeding

dont say no, ill soon know.

conviction see you through

are you all you know

your faded costume is wearing thin

was there no comfort in your own skin

you always ( Read more... )

THIS JUST IN!
i might be getting sent to job core. so, anyone out there that reads this (that i actually h/o with) u better prepare to start missing me. and the tears better spring up because im the most important thing to u. and u know this maaaaaan! heh.

its just so fucking funny how johnathan davis blames mr.rogers for fucking up his child