If I could just pull my heart out of my chest and throw it away, then maybe I wouldn't hurt anymore. I'd have a big hole in my chest, but at least there wouldn't be pain.

I wish I was a stronger person.

I wish I had more self-respect.

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Finally broke things off with B. I feel......much better.

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In Pursuit ( Read more... )

Tell my how to win your heart
for I haven't got a clue,
but let me start by saying, "I love you."I didn't go out with David. Actually he cancelled because he hurt his arm at batting practice. Jenty thinks it was a sign. I think I sort of agree with her. He's been weird lately and I can't help but think that I was saved from another big mistake ( Read more... )

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We all begin with good intentions
when love is raw and young.
We believe that we can change ourselves,
the past can be undone.
But we carry on our back the burdens
time always reveals
In the lonely light of morning,
in the wounds that would not heal
it's the bitter taste of losing everything
I've held so dear.
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