It's hitting me that I'm leaving in less than two weeks...I don't want to leave. I can't say goodbye to my family, friends, work, mike..I LOVE this summer. I've learned so much..I've grown so much. I'm just not ready to leave or even change. I promise myself I'll come home as much as I can, but things will still be a million times different. It's ( Read more... )

"I'm not wilinn out like i used to..i don't do the things i used to no moreee..ive changeddd for you. lookin back i thought i would never love like this, broke so many hearts before ( Read more... )

As a person, you really mean alot to me. I can bring you around my friends and they all LOVE you, you make me laugh literally every two seconds, you aren't shy or quiet, you aren't crazy... i just really appreciate you being in my life. I don't give a fuck about what people have to say because I reaaally do love being around you. I'm kinda glad we' ( Read more... )

out of all the things i could, want, or even need to say..i think fuck you is suitable

Even though it wasn't intentional a part of me can't forgive you for fucking up something I really wanted to last..the other part of me just fucking wishes I could forget your name face and existence for using excuses as to why you completely fucked me over. I said alot of things last night that needed to be said but still shouldn't have been.. and ( Read more... )

"I think good gets better."

Summer's almost over..and I realize that I WANT to stay in Buffalo. When I dated cam and went to mount I hated everything that Buffalo stood for..i couldn't wait to go somewhere that wasn't here. Now that I love my life and I'm finally happy I'm just not ready to leave.. I have never been happier. Even after losing a ( Read more... )

No matter how qualified or deserving we are, we will never reach a better life until we can imagine it for ourselves and allow ourselves to have it."
-Richard Bach

"Risks must be taken, because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing."
-Leo F. Buscaglia

“There comes a time when you have to stand up and shout:This is me damn it. I look the way I ( Read more... )

"why did you leave me why couldn't you just be happy with me.. i hate you."

i guess i could say the same to him. because my whole life is a bunch of bullshit, that's why. i don't want to love anybody and i don't want to be loved because love only hurts people. nothing good could come from liking or loving anyone. relationships start just to end and ( Read more... )

 After awhile you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul, and you learn that love doesn't mean possession and company doesn't mean security. And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises and you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes ahead with the grace of an ( Read more... )

gimme some more attention.. i'm looovin it!