the only words in my head are music

[piil]

propositions (not conclusions):

gone=lost
absence-->loss
space=time
fear-->more fear
loss<->fear
fear of absence=fear of present
negativity<-comparison
comparison<-correctness
constant presence=final goal

reasons why i can not be in a relationship

Comments

[babyhorses]

I'm pretty sure I can't either but I haven't figured out why yet

[piil]

i think theres just certain types of people and then other types of people. and maybe we're the same in that regard. in the end all of my friends are or else we aren't friends anymore.

[babyhorses]

Yeah I hate to think it's like that, with types, but it must be. one of my few friends in this city I've known since 3rd grade though we don't really see each other at all anymore, just got engaged at the age of 21 and wants me to be a bridesmaid and I just can't relate/understand and don't know what to say. also superficially dreading the dress/shoe situation, hah.

Hope you're doing well! I gotta get to NY sometime. oh, actually had a dream that we were shopping in uniqlo! bizarre

[piil]

u don't even need to explain, i understand.

yes, come here!
i'm fine i guess, how are you?