ok... i have to get on a plane at 930am tomorrow morning! sleeping is way too hard right now because i always get way too anxious about flying the day before. the plan is to all get wasted before we get on it. That could work. it's a short flight to chicago. im supposed to be in bed but i can't sleep. two alarms are gonna get set so i wake up ( Read more... )

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Yesterday was hands down the best day of my life. It felt really amazing to see that people actually do care about you. The party was NUTS. I made jello shots and had a million, there was some awesomely retarded screaming literally, everyone was dressed up, i got in a pop pop fight, iven put me in a headlock and poured an entire beer on me, i ( Read more... )

these tiny tiny implements ( Read more... )

tomorrow. a million blood tests. im hungry but im now allowed to eat. fuck this 'fasting' stuff. i need soup. i hate the doctors. i'm too nervous for this stuff. my ear hurts real bad too and its giving me a headace but as soon as i get this god forsaken blood test stuff done i can take my percs and be ooooookay ( Read more... )

how come it just so happens that when everything is going so wrong wrong wrong wrong that you're ready to give up, literally, something comes along that makes up for and fixes everything bad tenfold and you're better than you were to begin with? possibly better than ever?

trying to free lobsters, riding around in shopping carts, talking forever, holding hands, sharing headphones, common interests, hugs, laughs, smiles, bad stories, stares, happy birthdays, 40s in the woods, secrets, promises, alf, sleepovers, kisses, whispers, you are now probably grossed out, and i am now probably really happy. i promised myself ( Read more... )

fall is the best season, and the best things happen in it.

dude to ridiculous health problems i have to give up drinking and smoking and all of my vices, at least for the moment until i get all these stupid tests done. thank you once again life. i was ok during the week. better than i thought. but this weekend... not so good. my self control took a vaction. maybe i can only give it up on weekdays? well ( Read more... )

do this even if i dont like you ( Read more... )