I think I've had two dreams about Lost this week. I'm pathetic.

I need to do something meaningful with my summer... and my life. Guess it's going to start with circus classes... and making dresses... and maybe I'll knit again, I should, it's been too long... and seeing people... I need to see people too.

the crane two blocks from my house (91st and 1st) collapsed. :o

dream: I returned to school after a few days away. It was the last Friday of spring semester again and I walked by Julie's room (in the location of Barak's room) where her Grandma was packing her stuff. I was with someone, but I don't know who, and mentioned that Julie had a 2pm exam and so was in the library studying while her Grandma packed her ( Read more... )

I wish my grandpa would stop teasing me about certain things, like always asking me about boys, including ones that are over and I would prefer not to talk about, but boy in general too, and grandma does this too, and pretending to be planning for my wedding, which should be happening oh so soon. Or how a 4.0 isn't good enough because it's ( Read more... )

I'm starting to think maybe I do know what I want. Maybe. It's still up for questioning... and saying it however, is a different matter entirely.

I seem to be starting to make a habit of getting drunk enough to reveal my deepest secrets. I suppose these things have to come out sooner or later.

I am about to go to sleep in my sleeping bag on top of my bare mattress. For a lovely sum of 4 1/2 hours... if I'm lucky. There are 9 large boxes in my corner to go to storage tomorrow... which take up approximately 1/4 of my room, and yet I'm not even near done. Or ready. It was one of those last nights... like at summer camp, but some how even ( Read more... )

this summer I want to ( Read more... )

Wasting time again. Less than 6 days left and two finals to go. Braided hair and hippie-like tenancies. A room full of bright colors and knick knacks that must soon be packed. Really, I'm not ready to go home, though I am even less ready to keep studying. So close, so close.

mistakes mistakes mistakes. I am making a lot of those right now. In various areas of life. Good thing the year is almost over. Only, what will I do then?