I soooooo hear you!!! I'm very similar to you in this aspect, it's so easy to let paranoia take control. This may seem silly, but try making a list of the reasons you KNOW he cares, and look at it every morning. (I'm planning to do that today....) And, go back to my LJ entry with Eclipse photos and read the comment from goratrixx - she's made some very good and valid points that I am certainly taking to heart.
I am choosing to just go with the flow with Will right now too....no point overthinking things, as long as I am happy with things, and seeing how the progress, it's all good.
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I'm very similar to you in this aspect, it's so easy to let paranoia take control.
This may seem silly, but try making a list of the reasons you KNOW he cares, and look at it every morning. (I'm planning to do that today....)
And, go back to my LJ entry with Eclipse photos and read the comment from goratrixx - she's made some very good and valid points that I am certainly taking to heart.
*hugs*
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I think he sounded sincere, but only you know him well enough to decide!!!!
(I know what you're going through though...cause it is hard to learn to trust again after someone has done bad things to betray trust.)
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BUT if I fuck this up by being insecure, I am more of an idiot than if I trust and let him hurt me!
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I am choosing to just go with the flow with Will right now too....no point overthinking things, as long as I am happy with things, and seeing how the progress, it's all good.
So try not to sabotage yourself Tishy!!!
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Don't be afraid to tell me to stop being a freakin' retard if I am!
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trust.
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But listen to what he said! It's just not belivable to me!
I am just ME! What do I do that makes him feel so awesome??? Or is it just because we are familiars?
Sigh. Feel free to hit me next time I freak out.
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