My mind is tired, my emotions are tired, my body is tired, I'm so tired. Tired of pretty much everything. I hate these little phase things of mine. I wake up regretting that I could still breathe, go to school and laugh etc have a pretty resonable day without anyone knowing how I feel then I come home exhausted and sad. The part that makes me feel ( Read more... )

I'm bored so I've written a story. It's not good, It never had a plot or anything, I was just going with the flow. It's written in 3rd person aswell, I've never written anything in the 3rd person before so I suppose I need more practice ( Read more... )

Everyone's been taking everything wrong lately by gods... I feel like I did in sept-oct, and that's not where I want to be. I hated that month, it was so hard for me. I just hope I dont' have to re-live anything like that again, although I know it will happen. Wait it won't, it'll be worse ( Read more... )

I don't want to wake up tomorrow, or the next day...

Perfect scenario:
Driving along unknown streets with a few friends (1-3). it's the summer time but the sun isn't strong enough to blind. just driving.

Ra. As some of you know I'm sick again. I'm wondering what the hell's the matter with me, People aren't supposed to be this sick all the time. So I asked one of my parents to take me to a clinic. Turns out I have a throat infection again, and I have to take the same medication...fucking horse pills. The doctor also recommended that I go to have ( Read more... )

Funny of the day ( Read more... )

I didn't really smile today. I was back to my anti-social little self, back to my cold skin and my tinted red eyes, it was sunny and I felt my skin burn: I liked it. The students that were wandering the in hallways disgusted me, aside from them today was lovely.

There is only about 1 month left of school before the exams begin. It really hasn't ( Read more... )

Yesterday I went to an auction with my mother and some of her family. It was outside and the sun was very hot and everyone got a burn, other than that it was a perfect day for an auction. I got this little vanity chair with green fuzzy on the seat, it's great. I got it for 2$ because no one else wanted the chair, so hurrah for me. I found out it ( Read more... )

hara-kiri [här'u-kEr'E, har'u ( Read more... )

Today I had Ethics class, which is one of the most useless classes but hey, it gives me credits. All we've done is write a report on an Ethics Theory, a geneology tree, and what we did today, guided meditation. Now I haven't meditated or done any of that stuff in years and normally I prefer to do it alone, but the teacher wanted everyone to try it ( Read more... )