I can make it right? Its 1:36. all i ahev today is to eat dinner. tomrorow is our last day and then we leave tueaday. i can make it, right? im not goiing to die, im not going insane, i can make it. it has been 8 almost 9 grueling, hellish, bad days, and its almost behidn me. i can do this, i can. Just one more day after this. one more day is ( Read more... )

I have only 3 more nights and 2 more days in costa rica but i am going insane. i miss k.c. and i am so home sick and i am so sick of my dad. sorry about the phoen before kc.., please dont beat urself up, its ok, please be happy. right now i am just frekaing out. i wish i could see my friends, i wish i could be happy and i wish i could leave right ( Read more... )

in cosatwa rica, missing k.c. and all of u, wont be back till tuesday ngiht

help me,. i need it

i dont want to go, i dont want to leave all this, cant i stay here? :-( its going to be a very long, lonely winter break

Yes i am well aware thats new speak, fuck u zach, but it rele conveys how im feeling. my back hurts (a lot) my somtach hurts and my bowels r growling, i dont know y.... oh yeah and @ dinner we had a take w/ my sister and my mom uh yeah...lets just say we r still feeling the transgressions of the event(s) that unfolded, much to my surprise, a year ( Read more... )

get better kaysea :( please?

I dont want to think about it. its making me sick. its making me depressed. i cant think about it. how do u shut out (literally and figurativly) someone that you love? maybe he needs help, maybe he wants it or maybe he doesn't. if the latter then the process works, but if he does want help and doesnt know how to ask then im a monster and so i ( Read more... )

Right so anyone remmember that irish fase i went thru when i listened to NOTHING but the clancy brothers? yeah well i started listening to them againa and im vagly reminisent of 9th grade R.A. and im a little perturbed. I rele dont want my memories of one of tha happiest times of my life assiociated with lyrics such as "ha adidly didle dum didldy ( Read more... )

Ok people this is my weekly schedule ( Read more... )

God damn it i hate this. I was so fucking tired before. and now, now that i have to go to bed, My body decided that its hot, even tho it isnt, my body isnt tiered. wtf. seriously i want to sleep. but i cant, fuck this