I'm closing this journal and reopening elsewhere, no reason really except I feel I need the change. Please add chrome_ If you want to keep up with me, if you don't I wont be terribly hurt unless you are..well you know who you are.

"I want a divorce." He said from the bedroom ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIKAEL!!!!!

I’m feeling somewhat ill, but I don’t know why. It’s the kind of illness you feel when you dread something or you hate your current state of existence. Right now I am staying with my parents. They are the potential cause. They make me have homicidal thoughts. Well not really but close. Yesterday I was curled into a small ball crying my eyes out. I ( Read more... )

I'm extremely tired today and I'd say it's less of a sleep factor and more of a sick of it all kind of thing. I am constantly surrounded by drama from every end. I cannot escape it. I try to do the right thing and be there for those who need me but it grows more difficult by the day. I have my own inequities, I have my own drama and my own ( Read more... )

My pathetic attempts at being sexy..My word do I look 30? I look 12 I swear!

ok I call this one "my usual pout lip frump" seriously could my lower lip be stuck out anymore when I pose?

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Just a quick update. I'm doing fine and that's all I have to say...You know maybe it's a good thing when I'm not posting? It means I don't have any angst to get out. It means I'm free of my usual drabbiness and I am feeling alive again. Or does it. maybe it just means that I'm to lazy and too busy with other things but Mikael reminded me this ( Read more... )

She thinks because her name is Paige that it's ok to take a pen and write all over herself. She had blue lines from her foot to her belly. In so much that it was ugly, it was kind of cute. I remember being young and drawing tattoos on myself. Even in college I had friends who would ask me to do elborate drawings on them to pose as tattoos, ( Read more... )

I guess I should congradulate April on being inducted into the sectret club of "Mikael can be a Bastard ( Read more... )

It almost pains me to return here ( Read more... )