ranting... as per usual
so i know i shouldn't be ranting at a time like this but ugh.... so first ill talk about me right now...
so like... its the middle of April as you all know... now insert the weather report for today... Snow... snow in the middle of april... the wind doesn't help at all... neither does the horrible headache and odd sleepiness i am having..
so this morning i woke at 7 something and went back to sleep to wake at 9 totally drained... o_O
and here i am complaining about it on lj..
also so follow i have this odd craving for chips and protein... i know it's weird...
but to the more important aspect of this rant... i HATE george orwell... seriously
so i have to read marrakech. its a good essay, really it is.. but its one of those good to read but horrible to write about essays... it pisses me off sooo much. i've been trying to wrap my brain around what his POV of poverty in the essay is and he keeps bursting my bubble when i think i got it... >_>
http://www.george-orwell.org/Marrakech/0.html <----- thats for anyone that actually wants to read it. really its worth the read... but when it comes to me trying to organize and argue something... man id rather die... but i need to pass this class. >_<
?
also oddly, i think i'm lacking in iron... or something... cause i'm kinda depressed/emo? yeah with my choice in arashi songs and all.
also i've been drawn to write a story that is deadly depressing and tragic... it has yet to take form but it might be written since i have a lil bit of the plot up in mind
also ARASHI has officially taken over my life. they pretty much have been the only music ive been listening to... second to the occational other song (like 1:100) but I like it that way... mainly cause i feel oddly very different about how i feel about aiba...
he is so different from what i normally like. he breaks all these requirement and odd ideas. as much as i love jin... this aiba thing feels soooo different.i have yet to understand this fandom crush/love/whatever i should call it. maybe it's the attitude and the way he faces things.... as much as i love a laidback person... jin maybe is becoming tooo aloof for my taste? i dont know. ill soon find out if this is a huge thing... maybe when jin does something and i ignore it for aiba... >_<
weird how jin determines how deep this new obsession is...
i'm kinda really out of it though
I mean i even took the time to go out and yesterday got a few new things and watched monsters vs aliens~. i think i totally spaced out of the movie... as good and funni as it was i couldn't get myself to fully enjoy the funni. i caught a lot of references and stuff but i think it's cause ive been trying to think of my essay i coudln't focus on what was infront of me
hm... i think the protein is working... or maybe it was the aiba rant?? who knows... i feel a bit better now... maybe its iron then.... hm...
but anyways... i need to finish my essay thing on marrakech EHHH
hope everyone is dong fine~~~
~much luv
so like... its the middle of April as you all know... now insert the weather report for today... Snow... snow in the middle of april... the wind doesn't help at all... neither does the horrible headache and odd sleepiness i am having..
so this morning i woke at 7 something and went back to sleep to wake at 9 totally drained... o_O
and here i am complaining about it on lj..
also so follow i have this odd craving for chips and protein... i know it's weird...
but to the more important aspect of this rant... i HATE george orwell... seriously
so i have to read marrakech. its a good essay, really it is.. but its one of those good to read but horrible to write about essays... it pisses me off sooo much. i've been trying to wrap my brain around what his POV of poverty in the essay is and he keeps bursting my bubble when i think i got it... >_>
http://www.george-orwell.org/Marrakech/0.html <----- thats for anyone that actually wants to read it. really its worth the read... but when it comes to me trying to organize and argue something... man id rather die... but i need to pass this class. >_<
?
also oddly, i think i'm lacking in iron... or something... cause i'm kinda depressed/emo? yeah with my choice in arashi songs and all.
also i've been drawn to write a story that is deadly depressing and tragic... it has yet to take form but it might be written since i have a lil bit of the plot up in mind
also ARASHI has officially taken over my life. they pretty much have been the only music ive been listening to... second to the occational other song (like 1:100) but I like it that way... mainly cause i feel oddly very different about how i feel about aiba...
he is so different from what i normally like. he breaks all these requirement and odd ideas. as much as i love jin... this aiba thing feels soooo different.i have yet to understand this fandom crush/love/whatever i should call it. maybe it's the attitude and the way he faces things.... as much as i love a laidback person... jin maybe is becoming tooo aloof for my taste? i dont know. ill soon find out if this is a huge thing... maybe when jin does something and i ignore it for aiba... >_<
weird how jin determines how deep this new obsession is...
i'm kinda really out of it though
I mean i even took the time to go out and yesterday got a few new things and watched monsters vs aliens~. i think i totally spaced out of the movie... as good and funni as it was i couldn't get myself to fully enjoy the funni. i caught a lot of references and stuff but i think it's cause ive been trying to think of my essay i coudln't focus on what was infront of me
hm... i think the protein is working... or maybe it was the aiba rant?? who knows... i feel a bit better now... maybe its iron then.... hm...
but anyways... i need to finish my essay thing on marrakech EHHH
hope everyone is dong fine~~~
~much luv