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so yeah last sunday sucked, but oh well... erm... yeah i'm jes gonna put some pictures up cuz i got nothing else better to do... other than still hope the infinate improbablity factor of have "someone" with me... on with the photos

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The oldest asked about you the other day. I didn't know exactly what to tell him. I'm not really one to lie to him or the others, but this one time i felt i had to. Wondering if he'll see you again, and if we're still friends. I told him yes. I walked away and shed a few tears, because, I jes don't know anymore, but i will still try.

-llip

ANOTHER DAY

so the 11th has come and gone. i still see two brothers falling.

ANOTHER WAY

astral projecting leaves me exhausted, i wish i knew how to control it. I feel drained day after day and side tracked.

ANOTHER LIE TO LIVE BY

what is in the fabric of reality that ties me by silk threads to all that is in the hearts and minds of many?-pill

So the weekend started priorly on a sour note. After going through the painful weekend of remembering that the day had passed when Raul died. ::sigh:: Anyway, was doing lights for Steve's new band Centox... great guys with my friends Rene, Glenn, Cesar and Danny. The practices went well until i heard something I didn't wanna hear. Demolition Pit ( Read more... )

you know what... he fucking loved you too.

too good to not say anything? or you don't want anyone to hear you say it

pathetic

rather have my eye burst cuz the light he shown was so bright than to have then adjust to the dark and see what i've always seen

"A soul of the edge who doesn't care who the fuck you are"

-pill

it's been one year another flood of tears. i don't expect anyone to care on this one really, cuz this is what it meant to me. one of the greatest men i'll ever know in my life. a man that with words, none could describe. his smile and his humor echos around many of us everyday. that laugh, that smile, that presance. we will not deny him his life. ( Read more... )

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it's lonely here again

i hate this

alone for a week one more time

i don't want to be alone this time around again

i hate this

someone save me