for

lily

apparently im getting kicked out tomorrow?

and the few guys I've let into my life wonder why i push them away?

I don't know what love is or how to deal with it.

I don't ever want to know what love is.

I don't ever want a family.

ive been 18 a week and marks already in my face screaming at me and my moms already trying to kick me out.

and I have no place to go and no way to get there

im really over this whole iving thing.

it feels so fucking good to be home finally ( Read more... )

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i swear on my life that if i could take this knife out of my back, i would - but between the loss of blood and the loss of my trust in you, i don't think it'd do any good.

The Great LiveJournal
Outage of 2005

During the outage I played with my myspace profile, for six hours, twice.

What did you do?

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Well let's go back to the middle of the day that starts it all
I can't begin to let you know just what I'm feeling
And now the red ones make me fly
And the blue ones help me fall
And I think I'll blow my brains against the ceiling
And as the fragments of my skull begin to fall
Fall on your tongue like pixie dust just think happy thoughts

someone bring Jalynn the food.

rice for a week has gotten old.

ugghhhh owwwwwwwwwwww

tummy is eating its self!