I'm in so deep...can't reach the surface...

[pillpoppingpity]

Looking through old notes between Chappell and I. What happened?

I thought about "T" a lot today.

Collen too...

I'm scared of the future. I feel so alone and vulnerable. I just want somebody to understand...

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my dearest

[grayhopes]

i might not understand, but i can try. im here if you want to talk.
_emily

love...

[xixbleedxblackx]

I understand. We'll be together in the future. Sorry that sounded so queer. You get what I mean though. The future is...not the present. Live now.

A message from President FDR

[anonymous]

"The only thing we have to fear is fear itself."

If you are in fact scared than you are vulnerable. However once you accept the fact that danger and uncertainty linger in all situations, than you can face them without fear or apprehension. In short my dear, the only things that can hurt you are the things you believe can hurt you. If you are prepared, then you are no longer vulnerable.

I miss our philosophical conversations...give me a call.
NJP

Woot

[boundandgaggd]

Melody I have a livejournal now...Im not sure if I like it, but oh well we'll see

[anonymous]

you are so fucking lame!why don't you just die you asshole! fuck you you poser! you just say your "gothic" to be cool. so fuck you, go live your pathetic life, you fake bitch. you are nothing but a piece of ass, more people see through you then you think. and i will say you are a nice piece of ass. you go from group to group just to make yourself look cool, and so you can brag about the shit you do. you're nothing but a whore and everyone knows it. i hope you fuck yourself over and realize what a cold hearted bitch you are. your the kind a girl that has sex and says she got raped. your not a deep person melody, your masks just make you seem that way. your kiss is deceiving and numb. you are nothing....you are nothing....you are nothing...