Well today was not so bad, but on the flip side it wasn't so great either. I ran a couple of miles this morning so my knee was killing me all day to the point of where all i wanted to do was sleep. Then i had my own personal pain be gone, then when joanna came over for the second time i was a little out of it. She did surprise me this morning which ( Read more... )

Well today was really awsome. Joanna thanks soo much for making today so great. The best surprise ever was you being at my place this morning. I love you soo much. You don't know how much that meant to me.

Words from the Wise: All i can hope is that i'm everything you want.

I'm not even sure why i started typing this one. There's soo much on my mind right now that i don't even know where to begin. I just keep asking myself if i'm doing the right thing, and i know i am. I guess that's why it's harder, because doing the right thing always is. So much time i feel i have wasted, and its ashame i will never get it back ( Read more... )

Needless to say i was a little aggravated with the not talking thing. I have a hard time talking to her about this stuff because for some reason if its something of any kind of serious nature she cries. Or atleast it has been. Not sure why but it is. And when i tell her this stuff its usually not my happy voice which makes her sad and give her the ( Read more... )

Well i guess it all started yesterday when we were looking at gowns for the wedding i prefer not to waste my time with. What it comes down to is that my family pretty much told me they can't make it so i'm not too happy with that one. Today she said she was gonna call me after she figured out what was going on with everything as far as her parents ( Read more... )

Well, as of late i may have seen rather angry or aggressive. This is very simple for me, i know how i am. However for those who don't know me all too well may not realize when i'm mad its for one of two reasons. First is the obvious, when i'm really mad, like whenever i go driving down here. I used to love driving until i moved here. The second is ( Read more... )

This week hasn't really been all that bad. Spent alot of time with joanna, a little time studying, and even more time waiting on joanna. We went and saw talladega nights the other night, it was pretty good. The only thing it really did was temporarily take my mind off of stuff that was much more important at the time even though there was nothing i ( Read more... )

Well, i guess its been a while since i've posted anything so lets see what all has happened in my crazy ass world for those of you who give a shit. I just got back from pa, which was an awsome trip might i add. Alot of shit happened that was just sweet, from the parties to going to philly with brian to hanging out with everyone. It was by far the ( Read more... )

So what is it with this tradition throughout the world that celebrates getting older? Why do people do this? I mean no one likes getting older. It almost seems like some sorta sick joke. I'm not bitter about it... well not too much atleast. Its not like i didn't have my share of people call me and/or leave me comments on myspace. I just don't get ( Read more... )

Whatever.