long entry sorrrrryyyyy

[pimpettenikki7]

When it comes down to you being everyones fav topic to talk about & write about you know whos lifes have oviously become pathetic

The one thing that no one seems to understand is YOU cant just walk out of someones life its takes 2 people to walk away from eachother she says i walked out on her when She needed me the most & i left her high and dry

Comments

[__sweetxnothing]

Hey Nikki,

If I know who the person is...which I think I do...won't say who.
But from what I know you're correct...they will say you have changed...but that IS only because u stopped living the way they want u 2! I had that happen to me too! It sucks u feel left out and lifeless...They try 2 make u feel like crap and put u down. Saying sorry shows them ur still holding on but they know ur not coming back!

I'm glad Joe treats u good! I love him...(even tho hes a pain in the butt at times) and I love that he got a girl like u! cuz ur nice, beautiful, and loving! And if he hurts u im gonna kick his butt cuz he wont kno wut to do if he loses a sweet girl like u!

hope u feel happier!

xox_Amber

Sry im not perfect

[blondiechick105]

Man im in the same boat as you ! only seeing your bf a few hours through out the day and NOT being able to spend the night with him... see b.c i have to go to this house every night that has my mom her husband and my wonderfully smart brothe... so you can see how i wouldnt be able to see him all the time with a job and being at home--- my world is centered around my brother, matt and friends... I like how you also say the world must be revoled around myself well im just now thinking whats best for me, since its not centered around making someone who walked away frist happy or O.K.
Now just living my days to the fullest and having fun.... hope thats ok with you since you wont or cant talk to me to make things better

Re: Sry im not perfect

[pimpettenikki7]

yea its pretty sweet when u cant even talk to me either
how can we make things better when u want me to change & i cant stand to be around a good part of the people u hangout with
Im sorry your life sucks but u cant complain bc atleast u have people to take care of u I.E-my sister & billy
& u never really needed to make me happy bc I AM THE ONLY ONE who can make myself happy & now that i am u guys all hate me so its like w.e why try to impress someone who has there mind set to how i am
Im glad u are living life to the fullest & being happy
so am i