Fortune cookie no lie!
Editted and taken off lock.
*fortune cookie say: you are next in line for a promotion.
hahahhaha! this week just keeps getting spookier and cookier!
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its just that i'm sooo broke. granted i bought a few pair of not so expensive shoes, but that shouldnt be enough to eternally keep me in the proverbial poor house. And i've quit buying them too. Can i really be blamed for buying pretty, inexpensive shoes, when i didn't have many to begin with? i mean its not frivolous for crying out loud! they have function! a necessity!
*sigh* how can such a meager life style with not even a housing payment require so much of my paycheck?
TnT i want a L'arc-en-ciel Christmas ornament so bad... but i know i'm the only one who will get it for me. (this is not a "woe is me, have pity and buy it for me" post. ok? i just mean that i can't get my family to get me something i request especially if its off the internet or foreign. e.e) same thing with the laruku Kiss album, THAT I STILL HAVEN'T BOUGHT. Hell, i've wanted a yosuke sakanoue cd for six or seven years and never have gotten that either lol.
i need to pay for insurance, phone bill, dental bill, medical bill, najma (my sponsored child that oh my gosh i havne't sent her money in so long i mightve lost her ;n;) & my license renewal (and my penalty for insurance lapse when i get that x_X.) Perhaps i should go ahead and get my personalized hydeist plate lol. that wouldn't be right either, BECAUSE I'M STILL NOT FREAKING OFFICIAL HYDEIST EITHER!!!!! *stabs self* i suck. -_-;
wow. this post is exploding into a full-on emo whine post! *STABS IT*
ah. well. violence~
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aaaaahhahahha x,D i typo-ed "quilt" instead of "guilt."
8*D in other news~ i had another hyde dream lost amongst the insanity of my brain last night! oh yes indeed, all that i can remember is being with him in the van as we traveled across country. (the van btw, lol, was not the white van we know and expect but a reddish van replete with hippyish velvet and lavish fabrics & pillows on the inside lofl! Was this harem headquarters?! ~.~ too bad i didn't dream about that...) But i don't think we were in this country. were in south or central america or something but it wasn't hot? xD lol i don't know. but there were two new roadies, one a native american (north? south?) fellow with long black hair. Anyways, xF i got great shots of hyde :D:D i dunno, i just decided to take pics and they all turned out UH-MAZ-ING. they were of him lounging in the van. we had to switch up and take turns at pitstops so we didn't get tired of eachother lol. once, i think the van got stuck in a river or muddy swamp... we even went to a church bakesale/crafts/fundraiser with artists' stalls. xD i wish he were in it more tho... the indian roadie started getting o_O jealous or something and wanted all my time. wtc. (and he was hot in a traditional stereoptypical way, but ;n; dammit, i only want HYYYYYDDDE LOL -_- nothing/no one else compares)
:B the end.
Also, appearantly i'm not the ONLY one who thinks that matsujun carries a resemblance to hyde. When Gackt was asked which of these girls he'd rather date, he said jun instead loffll x,D love them. hahaha :3 awww, gaku has to go elsewhere to get his cheapfix too. ITS NOT THE SAME IS IT, GACKT? THAT CRACK AINT GOOD ENOUGH. ...crack. oh gosh. x.x;
AND OH MY GOSH, NEW LARUKU "BLESS" SINGLE COMING OUT WRITTEN AND COMPOSED BY HYDEEEEE *SQWWEEEEE* I haven't even heard a peep of it yet and i feel like crying for joy... (and because i miss him.) uwahhhh~!
hope you have a beautiful day~! choc' full o' chocolate-like succulent sweetness~es~
*fortune cookie say: you are next in line for a promotion.
hahahhaha! this week just keeps getting spookier and cookier!
(edit)
its just that i'm sooo broke. granted i bought a few pair of not so expensive shoes, but that shouldnt be enough to eternally keep me in the proverbial poor house. And i've quit buying them too. Can i really be blamed for buying pretty, inexpensive shoes, when i didn't have many to begin with? i mean its not frivolous for crying out loud! they have function! a necessity!
*sigh* how can such a meager life style with not even a housing payment require so much of my paycheck?
TnT i want a L'arc-en-ciel Christmas ornament so bad... but i know i'm the only one who will get it for me. (this is not a "woe is me, have pity and buy it for me" post. ok? i just mean that i can't get my family to get me something i request especially if its off the internet or foreign. e.e) same thing with the laruku Kiss album, THAT I STILL HAVEN'T BOUGHT. Hell, i've wanted a yosuke sakanoue cd for six or seven years and never have gotten that either lol.
i need to pay for insurance, phone bill, dental bill, medical bill, najma (my sponsored child that oh my gosh i havne't sent her money in so long i mightve lost her ;n;) & my license renewal (and my penalty for insurance lapse when i get that x_X.) Perhaps i should go ahead and get my personalized hydeist plate lol. that wouldn't be right either, BECAUSE I'M STILL NOT FREAKING OFFICIAL HYDEIST EITHER!!!!! *stabs self* i suck. -_-;
wow. this post is exploding into a full-on emo whine post! *STABS IT*
ah. well. violence~
(more edit)
aaaaahhahahha x,D i typo-ed "quilt" instead of "guilt."
8*D in other news~ i had another hyde dream lost amongst the insanity of my brain last night! oh yes indeed, all that i can remember is being with him in the van as we traveled across country. (the van btw, lol, was not the white van we know and expect but a reddish van replete with hippyish velvet and lavish fabrics & pillows on the inside lofl! Was this harem headquarters?! ~.~ too bad i didn't dream about that...) But i don't think we were in this country. were in south or central america or something but it wasn't hot? xD lol i don't know. but there were two new roadies, one a native american (north? south?) fellow with long black hair. Anyways, xF i got great shots of hyde :D:D i dunno, i just decided to take pics and they all turned out UH-MAZ-ING. they were of him lounging in the van. we had to switch up and take turns at pitstops so we didn't get tired of eachother lol. once, i think the van got stuck in a river or muddy swamp... we even went to a church bakesale/crafts/fundraiser with artists' stalls. xD i wish he were in it more tho... the indian roadie started getting o_O jealous or something and wanted all my time. wtc. (and he was hot in a traditional stereoptypical way, but ;n; dammit, i only want HYYYYYDDDE LOL -_- nothing/no one else compares)
:B the end.
Also, appearantly i'm not the ONLY one who thinks that matsujun carries a resemblance to hyde. When Gackt was asked which of these girls he'd rather date, he said jun instead loffll x,D love them. hahaha :3 awww, gaku has to go elsewhere to get his cheapfix too. ITS NOT THE SAME IS IT, GACKT? THAT CRACK AINT GOOD ENOUGH. ...crack. oh gosh. x.x;
AND OH MY GOSH, NEW LARUKU "BLESS" SINGLE COMING OUT WRITTEN AND COMPOSED BY HYDEEEEE *SQWWEEEEE* I haven't even heard a peep of it yet and i feel like crying for joy... (and because i miss him.) uwahhhh~!
hope you have a beautiful day~! choc' full o' chocolate-like succulent sweetness~es~